My Hair Disappeared in My Sleep: Narcissistic Abuse – Charrese Monique (Testimony)

 

My Hair Disappeared in My Sleep:

Narcissistic Abuse

- Charrese Monique (Testimony):

 

 

Imagine waking up one day, and almost all of your hair is missing . . . MISSING. It is not on your pillow. It is not on the floor. It is just simply NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.

 

Imagine waking up to go to the restroom, and what you see in the mirror . . . IS YOUR HAIR MYSTERIOUSLY REDUCED TO ONLY ABOUT AN INCH LONG and some places EVEN SHORTER, and this is ALMOST ALL OVER YOUR HEAD . . . about 99%. HAIR: NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.

 

That is what happened to me back in 2014. Be careful who you call "best friend", "friend", "family", etc., including in your family.

 

 

For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.

-Ephesians 6:12

 

 

Imagine the culprit being someone you once held closely to you . . . .

 

Imagine the Holy Spirit comforting you and you NOT CRYING when you see your almost bald head: This is my truth!

 

Imagine no weapon forming against you prospering: GOD grew my hair back more beautiful, healthier, and longer than it was before it was "removed".

 

Imagine you still being confident and (humbly said) still feeling beautiful through it all: I NEVER lost my confidence.

 

Understand this: NOTHING a person attempts or does to sabotage God's will for your life will succeed! This is MY truth! This is GOD'S truth!

 

Because of Jesus . . . I win. I received more than and healthier than what I had lost! Hallelujah! On to the future I go!

 

Note: This is my real hair (in the video). I have trimmed it as well as cut it several times for its health. How it looks with the additional hair added (end of video) is about my desired length, God willing. God is amazing.

 

 

 

God is Love,

All Glory to God,

Boldness & Virtue Ministries

Charrese Monique

 

 

 

 

 

Copyright 2022, Charrese Monique. All Rights Reserved.

 

 

 

About Charrese Monique

 

Hello!

My name is Charrese Monique. I share the following humbly and giving all glory to God.

 

PERSONAL (IN SHORT):

Before I am anything else, I am God's daughter, a woman of God, saved by my precious LORD and Savior, Jesus Christ! I love to smile and laugh, no matter what. I love singing, music, nature, animals and wildlife, learning, photography, and creativity. I adore love itself, according to God's Word. I am a family person. At times, I am a professional loner. I tend to almost always do a happy dance when I eat something that tastes really good. I am a warrior for Jesus Christ! These are just pieces of who I am.

BOLDNESS & VIRTUE MINISTRIES:

At the beginning of 2019, God entrusted me to start a ministry: Boldness & Virtue Ministries. In this ministry, we are about to talk about life and many big topics! All of life's answers can certainly be found in the Holy Word of God—and we are about to explore! All glory to God!

As a part of the ministry, I have a one-season show called: Boldness & Virtue. This show deals with big topics such as: celibacy, toxic friends, living with purpose, feeling incomplete, forgiveness, Christian life, and more! There are Biblical teachings included, as well as reference scriptures and more shown on-screen throughout each episode. My own story times, personal life lessons, and testimonies are shared, and while I am an otherwise private person, I am as personal and as candid as the LORD leads me to be. So, get comfortable! Do not forget your Bibles or Bible apps! Feel free to study along and take personal notes!

I also film a series called: Moments of Edification. Moments of Edification shares quick messages of edification, Biblical teachings, encouragement, and Words from the Lord. There will also be discussions, interviews, and more! Prepare to meet other brothers and sisters in Christ!

The latest addition to the ministry is a series called: Please, Listen. The focus of this series is on loving one another, in this case, by listening to the hearts of others—with a loving, listening heart. However, the topics at hand are also meant to raise awareness about serious issues. Please, Listen also focuses on sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ. This series is substantially free-flowing. As the LORD leads, we follow.

The Boldness & Virtue Ministries Blog features every episode of every show and series, along with extras titled, “A Little Something Extra,” in case you want more. There are also special blog posts about life, love life, communication, Christian love, prophecy, and more—all backed up by the Holy Bible, all Holy Spirit led. Some of this, you will find only on the Boldness & Virtue Ministries Blog! It is really “home” for all things related to Boldness & Virtue Ministries.

MUSIC AND FILM:

Independently, and for my Heavenly Father: I am a singer (I also rap), songwriter, music producer, and musical engineer. I am an independent artist, as I love to produce own music. Also, I am a filmmaker (videographer), editor, graphics and logo creator, director, and producer. I love to create!

All productions—no matter the genre the LORD leads me to create—will be moral and Christian at its roots.

AUTHOR | BLAMELESS HEARTS BOOKS

(BY CHARRESE MONIQUE):

Introducing Blameless Hearts Books, by Charrese Monique! As led by the LORD, the name of my Publishing Company was inspired by Philippians 2:15-16. On January 13, 2022, I officially published my very first work as an author: 2022 Inspirational Dog Calendar: Keera! My very first chapter book will be available soon! It will be available in both physical and eBook forms! There is much more to come!

MODESTY MODEL | VIRTUOUS MODEST BEAUTY BLOG:

Virtuous Modest Beauty is my fashion and beauty blog! This is the motto:

“Virtuous Modest Beauty: Encouraging the embodiment of internal beauty and having a humble heart, while still caring for your exterior. | Seeking a more peaceful, satisfying, beautiful life, according to God's will. | Encouragement is available for all—men and women! Modest fashions and more are showcased for women and teens! Ladies, you are more than your body parts! To be a woman of virtue is beautiful!”

As led by the LORD, I will be modeling modest fashions for women and teens! Fun and fashionable fashions, accessories, beauty tips, fun photo shoots, and encouragement are all included!

PHOTOGRAPHY: 

I officially began professional photography in 2011. The official name I have labeled my work under is: "Charrese Ti'Chelle Photography” (this will mostly likely change in time). Initially, I shot beauty portraits, business portraits, models, friendship portraits, maternity shoots, and family portraits. However, I have also shot very special events (a wedding for example), candid photography for get-togethers and parties, product photography, wildlife and nature photography, and a little astrophotography (mostly moon photography). Currently, I am in the midst of a transition in my life, and this extends to my photography work.

On January 13, 2022, my photography work was officially published for the very first time! I officially published my very first work as an author: 2022 Inspirational Dog Calendar: Keera! This work featured my photography of my dog! 

CONCLUSION: 

My top priority in doing God's will. God always comes first. I give God the glory for all He asks me to do in this life.

Humbly said, I am excited to share all that God places in my spirit to share with you! My goal is not to be idolized: My goal is for GOD to be glorified! I am just a vessel for the LORD, a child of the King in service to my dear Heavenly Father, God—who loves God, you, creativity, and talking! To GOD be all the glory and praise!

Thank you for being supportive of God's plans for my life! May you be blessed beyond measure!

Keep smiling! Remember: YOU have purpose! Your very existence is proof of that!
I love you all, but God loves you BEST of all! May God bless you all!

In Service to my Heavenly Father,

With Sisterly Love and Smiles,
Charrese Monique

LINKS TO EVERYTHING AVAILABLE:

For Business Inquiries:

CharreseMonique@yahoo.com

Everything available—ministry, music videos, short films, blogs, vlogs, and more—will be linked here in my Linktree:

https://linktr.ee/Charrese_Monique

INSTANT Encouragement: Philippians 4:4-9

Copyright 2022, Charrese Monique
All Rights Reserved.

Miracles STILL Happen! Charrese Monique's Testimony

Miracles STILL Happen!

Charrese Monique's Testimony:

On the morning of December 18, 2020, God woke me up out of my sleep to put together this video and share it. Topic: Miracles STILL Happen!

With a humble heart, as led by the LORD, I am sharing clips from a testimony I shared on October 12, 2019: With my medical records provided, I will be sharing my testimony of how prayer works, how Jesus healed me in a situation that could have costed me my life. Doctors could not help me! Medicine could not help me, it only made things worse! Only Jesus could help me! His healing! Hallelujah!

(Yes, I feel a little uncomfortable sharing, as I look back at this video and I can see that I was still recovering, and you'll see pictures of my colon. However, I also look back and see evidence of miracles! I see a survivor. I see that my testimony is not just for me—it is also for you. So, in obedience to my loving Heavenly Father, humbly and gladly, I am sharing.)

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

-Hebrews 13:8

Please click the photo below or follow the link under the photo to watch my testimony. I was not able to link the video here, directly—but God's will prevails!

https://www.facebook.com/100002000116570/videos/3554154874661148/

Note: I removed the pictures of what happened to my face, as God allowed since it was a bit traumatizing for me. However, they are in the original video on YouTube. Thank you.

 

 

I love you all, but GOD truly loves you BEST of all! May God bless you all!

 
Prayerfully Typed by the Leading of the Holy Spirit,
All Glory to God,
Charrese Monique

Boldness & Virtue Ministries
 

 

 

Copyright 2020, Charrese Monique. All Rights Reserved.

17 Years of Celibacy

Happy 17 Years of Celibacy (Until Marriage)!

Charrese Monique:

 

 

Happy 17 Years of Celibacy (Until Marriage) to me! (This is not an exact date, it is a vicinity.)

I do not consider myself to be better than ANYONE! The LORD has led me to share my celibacy journey and the benefits of waiting until marriage.

Humbly said and glory to God: I have been celibate for 17 years! Yes, I am almost 35 and I am celibate until marriage, I will not kiss anyone simply based on physical attraction (I have not kissed anyone in over four years, I have no problem with kissing, that special moment just hasn't happened yet), I am not yet married, and I have no children (yet). Some people find my previous statement odd, they get curious, they question me (and my family *laughing*), I have even been treated as if something is wrong with me . . . . However, I embrace my celibacy journey with confidence in God's will for my life, knowing that all of God’s decisions and desires for me are rooted in His LOVE for me, including regarding my love life.

Here is why celibacy before marriage is rewarding and awesome:

 

 

Your Body is Not a Bargaining Tool:

If you have to use your body to get or to keep a man/woman, he/she is not "the one" God desires for you. God desires for you to be LOVED— not used, objectified or lusted after. Maintaining this mindset helps you to keep your spiritual walk, integrity, self-respect, and (humble) self-love healthy.

Having Patience and Honoring God’s Holy Word are Rewarding:

Firstly, it is best to be single and wait patiently on true love given by GOD—so that you can experience a loving, faithful, overall happy, healthy, relationship and marriage. Instead of settling for or rushing into the arms of the wrong person (even a possible plant from Satan), in order to try to alleviate feelings of loneliness or eliminate fears of ending up alone—and experiencing avoidable pain, discord, distress, and heartache in your life as results of a toxic situation.

Now, on to sex. Celibacy before marriage is beautiful and beneficial: It provides more focus on building a strong foundation of godliness, best-friend-ship, openness, comfort with one another, and love. A strong holy, loving, respectful, foundation is so very important to have to build upon. Take sex and sexual activities out of the equation until marriage, and lust and the "natural high" producing endorphins produced by the climax of sex cannot be mistaken for love. God is not the author of confusion. Therefore, God does not want us to be confused about whether or not we are in love or in lust, or whether or not someone truly loves us or is just lusting after us. While sex has been created to be very beautiful and very pleasurable (between a husband and wife, faithfully), please understand that there is more to love and marriage than sex: You are loving, marrying, and sharing a life with, a personality, a heart, a mind, a spirit; a being with a soul, feelings, thoughts, and emotions; someone with talents, gifts, and purpose; a creation of God, whom He also has a will for—not just a body.

Allow God to Prepare You for the Future:

Over the years, my journey has been very heartbreaking, and even lonely at times. However, however, however!: My journey has also been very rewarding, strengthening, empowering, and beautiful! I have grown as a woman of God, as a woman in general, and as a person. God has prepared me for my future. Now, I am not just "ready", I am also PREPARED. That's another beautiful thing about waiting: In your season of waiting, God prepares you, and your future husband/wife, for the life He has in store for you! He also prepares you for each other—how to love each other, how to be loved by each other, for your spiritual purpose(s) together as one, and more. You are set up for success, by God Himself!

Conclusion:

GOD'S WILL being fulfilled as well as having AUTHENTIC LOVE are vital. Knowledge, understanding, and the valuing of both, all come from seeking God by reading His Word and by having a prayer life (talking to AND listening to God).

THIS is love, right from the Source, our Heavenly Father:

4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5 or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. 6 It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7 Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
-1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Seek God and His will for your life. Pray. Wait patiently. Trust God and His love for you. God's got a perfect plan for your life! Humbly said, I surely know my Heavenly Father does for mine. [Heavenly Father, thy perfect will shall always be done in my life, on earth as it is in Heaven!]

I love you all, but God loves you BEST of all! May God bless you all!

Typed Prayerfully,

All Glory to God,

Charrese Monique

Boldness & Virtue Ministries

*Kindly and humbly said, the focuses of this post are NOT me or my love life. Please refer to A Little Some Extra below for an important message. Thank you.*

 

 

Important Message Regarding Posts About Celibacy and My Testimony:

 

Making sure God's intended purposes for His mission for me stay intact, and making sure the direction of the celibacy posts stay in alignment with GOD'S WILL, I must explain the following:

God led me to share about celibacy before marriage and my testimony for these reasons only: to encourage celibacy before marriage and to shed light on all of the benefits and beauty in waiting until marriage to have sex. The intention is NOT to share about my love life. As prayerfully led by the LORD, only pieces of my love life, mainly past lessons, have to be included because, sometimes, the topic of celibacy goes hand in hand with one's love life. However, my love life is NOT the focus: God's Word (the Holy Bible), His teachings, what the Holy Spirit leads me to share in prayer, and lessons from my testimony, are the focuses.

 

In Service to My Heavenly Father,
Charrese Monique

Boldness & Virtue Ministries

I love you all, and I thank you for your kindness!

 
 
 

My Celibacy Story:

If you would like to watch my celibacy journey testimony video, please check out the video below! May God bless you all!

"Celibacy" | Boldness & Virtue (Episode 1):

 

Copyright 2020, Charrese Monique. All Rights Reserved.

 

About Boldness & Virtue Ministries

Hi! Welcome to Boldness & Virtue Ministries!!! My name is Charrese Monique!

We are about to talk about life and big topics! All of life's answers can certainly be found in the Word of God—and we are about to explore!

As a part of this ministry, I have a new show called: Boldness & Virtue! We will be dealing with big topics such as: celibacy, toxic friends, living with purpose, feeling incomplete, forgiveness, Christian life, and more! There will be biblical teachings. Story times, personal life lessons, and testimonies will be shared. I am as personal and as candid as the LORD leads me to be. So, please, get comfortable! Don't forget your bibles or bible apps! Scriptures will be shown and referenced on-screen during each episode! So, if you would like to, feel free to study along as well as take personal notes!

This ministry is NOT about me! This is GOD'S ministry; I am just the entrusted vessel for this ministry at this time. You will meet other brothers and sisters in Christ! Outside of the show, there will be edification, encouragement, and opportunities to grow in our LORD and Savior, Jesus Christ, offered in various ways.


This ministry will always stand by the following:

—God should always be first in our lives.
—God is our Creator and Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ is our LORD and Savior, and the Holy Spirit is our Comforter and Guide; the Holy Trinity is One.
—Jesus Christ (the Son) is the only way to God (the Father) and to the Salvation of our souls.
—We should always seek and live according to God's perfect will for our lives.
—God truly loves us, and He does care about what we experience (happy and sad): We can apply the Word of God to every area of our lives—and God is going to show you this here!

I am not about numbers, and I am not about self: I am about doing God’s will. So, if it is just 10 of us enjoying this ministry, then we 10 are going to grow together in God! I just want as many people as possible to join me on this spiritual, fun, sometimes tearful, progress-filled, growth-encouraging, beautiful journey!

Humbly said, I cannot wait to share all that God places on my spirit to share with you all! My goal is not to be idolized: My goal is for GOD to be glorified! I am just a vessel for the LORD, a child of the King in service to my dear Heavenly Father, God—who loves God, you, creativity, and talking! I hope you smile here! To GOD be all the glory and praise!

Please support this ministry the LORD has entrusted me with? You can do so the following ways:

1) If led by the LORD, share this ministry's posts across social media.

2) Tell a friend, a family member, tell anybody about Boldness & Virtue Ministries.

3) Subscribe to the "Boldness and Virtue" YouTube channel (it is FREE and the videos are NOT monetized). Click here to subscribe now: Boldness and Virtue

4) If you feel led by the LORD to do so, please share this ministry's videos or watch them with other people; share the ministry's YouTube channel or this blog.

Let us continue to share God's Word and God's love: Let GOD be glorified, so that more people will come to know His Son, JESUS CHRIST, and their souls can be SAVED! Amen!

Thank you so much for visiting Boldness & Virtue Ministries! Please remember this: I love you all, but God loves you BEST of all! May God bless you all!

In Service to My Heavenly Father,

All Glory to God,

With the Love of Jesus Christ,

Charrese Monique

For INSTANT Encouragement: Please read Philippians 4:4-9!

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